Bad Move

Decided to go for a run anyway. I ran 3 miles and then walked the same route. Bad idea. After coming home and showering I started feeling sick. I was on the edge of our couch leaning forward with my head in a bucket and my brother said I passed out and he caught me. After picking me up and smacking my face to wake me up he brought me a banana and some milk. He said he was scared for my life because I had a blank stare and was making a whining noise. I'm lucky to have him, otherwise who knows what would have happened. I started to feel better so I laid down for a nap and then jolted up with the same side effects. Twice in one day isn't good. I haven't drank any soda for days, only water. But somehow I think I still got dehydrated. Cutting weight sucks, but when there are things that I can't seem to get out of my head, exercise is my out. Fml.

My Body, My Temple

Today at lunch time will be 48 hours since I've eaten. I've been fasting and drinking plenty of water to flush out my body. I've also been walking and hitting the gym. I want to get back into running but I've been out of it for so long that it's going to be a slow start. Last night my brother, some friends, and I went for a pretty crazy bike ride and played hacky sack. It's been years. I seem to have more time than I know what to do with so it's time to cut weight and lean out.

Going to the Doctor

I'm diabetic, and it's time for a check up. Im going to the same doctor that I've went to since i was first diagnosed at seven. Kind of cool seeing the same people for so long. Hopefully all is well with the diet I'm on and hitting the gym. It's time to get serious again...gotta fit in a bride lol.